Well, I got another negative test yesterday. It's a little bit of a bummer but I really didn't have my hopes up this time. I am trying to come to terms with the fact that this is out of my control. I keep trying to think of what else I could do but really, I'm doing what I can and it's just not in my control.
Things are going to be pretty busy around here the next few weeks so I think I might ask my nurse or doctor about taking a cycle or two off. My busiest part of the year is occurring over the next couple of weeks. And most likely my next round of appointments will be right around the deadline which won't work too well. Then in May, I have to travel for work and we have Kyler's birthday right around the time when I will probably have that round of appointments. Plus, I think it will be good for me to be able to relax and clear my head of all this. And that will be good for my relationship with Brett and probably even with Kyler.
So, unless something happens to convince me otherwise or we have some surprising news between now and then, I am signing off until mid-June. It will be my infertility vacation! :)
2 comments:
So bummed this cycle was a BFN. You deserve the vacation and I hope goes great. Sounds like you have lots to look forward to over the next couple of months!
Bummer! But maybe the little break might be just what you need. I'm sure the whole process is stressful.
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