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I haven't updated in a while and I don't really know what to say. I'm feeling a little blah about the whole situation. I can take a pregnancy test in a couple of days and I'm not all that excited about it. I'm pretty sure it will be negative but maybe I'll be pleasantly surprised. I guess I'm just going with the flow and going through the motions for now. It seems like it's been a long time since I was last pregnant, even after trying month after month with fertility meds and IUIs. I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever get pregnant. Oh well, no use dwelling on it. I just need to keep trying so I never regret giving up.