Myelle: No Baby

We had the ultrasound just now. There is no baby. Just an empty dark circle with no baby, no heartbeat, nothing. They are scanning me again next Friday just to be sure but they are pretty confident this is going to be a miscarriage as they should be able to get a heartbeat. I just want it to be over.

Timeline

2003 - Diagnosed with a Mullerian anomaly (either septate or didelphic uterus) with two cervixes and partial septate v)

May 2008 - Got married and used the "see what happens" method; nothing happened

April 2009 - Started seeing RE; diagnosed with PCOS via ultrasound showing lots of follicles on ovaries and blood test showing low blood sugar (also had very irregular cycles while not on birth control); MRI confirmed didelphic uterus

May 2009 - IVP showed normal kidney function

June 2009 - HSG on left uterus/tube was clear, not done on right because too difficult and painful to get through that smaller cervix; start Metformin 1500mg, prenatals, and low dose aspirin

July 2009 - Cycle 1 starts; Femara days 3-7; day 10 - follicle measured 12; day 13 - follicle measured 19 and took Ovidrel that night; day 15 - IUI; starting day 17 - progesterone suppositories twice a day; day 22 - blood tests showed ovulation occurred; day 29 - BFN (big fat negative on the pregnancy test)

August 2009 - No treatment this cycle due to husband's travel schedule & our Vegas vacation

September 2009 - Had breast tenderness & nausea after eating; took pregnancy test at home that showed an error/inconclusive

October 2009 - Still had odd symptoms so took another pregnancy test - BFP!!!

May 2010 - Kyler was born

October 2010 - Stopped nursing

January 2011 - Started Metformin, prenatals, low dose aspirin

February 2011 - Started Cycle 1; labs on day 3 showed high AMH, high estradiol, slightly elevated FSH, everything else normal; Letrozole (2.5 mg) days 3-7

March 2011 - Day 12 follicle measured 13; day 14 follicles measuring 16 and 13; day 16 Ovidrel injection; BD on days 16/18/19; progesterone staring day 20; BFN

April 2011 - Cycle 2 with double dose (5 mg) of Letrozole days 3-7; day 13 ultrasound showed 2 follicles capable of releasing an egg; BFN

May 2011 - Cycle 3, right side, 1st round of IUI

June 2011 - positive pregnancy test, blood tests showed pregnancy but levels were low at first, ultrasound showed no baby or heartbeat at 6, 7, and 9 weeks

July 2011 - D&C

August 2011 - Started cycle, no treatment due to D&C

October 2011 - Treatment Cycle 4, start Letrozole (5 mg), dominant follicle measured 12.7 on day 11, measured 18x14 on day 13, Ovidrel on day 14, BFN

November 2011 - Treatment Cycle 5, Letrozole (5 mg) CD 3-7, dominant follicle on the left measured 15 x 21, Ovidrel CD 13, IUI CD 15, BFN

December 2011 - Treatment Cycle 6, Letrozole (2.5 mg) CD 3-7, Follistim injections (75 IU) CD 5/7/9/11, two follicles on the right (measured 12 & 14 on CD 10), CD 10 estradiol level was 98, Ovidrel CD 12, IUI CD 14, BFN

January 2012 - Treatment Cycle 7, Letrozole (2.5 mg) CD 3-7, Follistim injections (75 IU) CD 3/5/7/9/11/12/13/14, one follicle on right (12 on CD 10 & 12) and three on left (measured 13, 11, and 9 on CD 10; only one found CD 12 and measured 13), CD 10 estradiol level was 101, CD 12 estradiol was 272 I think, Ovidrel CD 15, IUI CD 16, BFN

February 2012 - Treatment Cycle 8, Letrozole (2.5 mg) CD 3-7, Follistim injections (150 IU) CD 3/5/7/9/11, CD 11 one follicle on left was 16.5 and one on right was 14.5 and estradiol level was 202, Ovidrel injection CD 12, IUI CD 14, BFN

March 2012 - Treatment Cycle 9, Letrozole (2.5 mg) CD 3-7, Follistim injections (150 IU) CD 3/5/7/9/11, CD 11 follicles on the right were 14 and 12.5, follice on the right was 12, estradiol was 226, Ovidrel CD 13, IUI CD 14, BFP!

April 2012 - Beta of 54 at 16 DPIUI, Beta of 178 at 18 DPIUI, Beta of 490 at 20 DPIUI, normal ultrasound at 6w2d, normal ultrasound at 8w2d - heart rate 169 and CRL 1.75 cm

May 2012 - stopped Progesterone suppositories at 10 weeks, normal ultrasound at 10w2d (measured that date exactly)

June 2012 - 13 week ultrasound, stopped Metformin

July 2012 - 21 week ultrasound

August 2012 - 25 week ultrasound

September 2012 - 29 week ultrasound, failed 1 hour gestational diabetes test, passed 3 hour gestational diabetes test

October 2012 - 33 week ultrasound

November 2012 - 37 week ultrasound

December 2012 - It's a Girl!!!

March 2014 - surprise pregnancy/miscarriage - no fertility treatments or "trying" to conceive

Myelle

Friday, June 17, 2011

No Baby

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